job interviews, the house, the jeep, Mason, school, money, Thanksgiving, Christmas.....i'm freaking out
so i updated today and plan updating soon...


i wish, but nowi wish, but nowi wish, but now
i wish
i could fix it
i hadn't screwed up the feelings hadn't changed i hadn't hurt you
i still hurt you
even now i wish
i could hear your voice feel your hug just talk
just sit in silence with you on the other end even now i wish
you knew you changed my life forever i wish
it could feel right
i wish it could go on i wish we could move on i wish i didn't have these feelings i wish i could hate you even now
i wish
for so much
that will never come tru


whowhowho
who do you talk to
when the one person
you want to talk to
you need to talk to
you hurt the most who do you talk to
when the one person
needs space to heal
needs time to heal all because of you
who do you talk to
when your best friend can't talk
won't talk
shouldn't talk who do you talk to
torn
who do you talk to
when music won't suffice when other's can't comfort when others don't understand who do you talk to
when you know you
shouldn't talk
to the one you hurt &nbs


homehome...home
home they say it should be
safe and warm
comforting what if they were
wrong what if they knew it's true colors truth
through the fake smiles peeking in on the
battlefeild called home they say it is where family
loves
what if they knew what really goes
on inside the four walls
that should build a home
the pain and hurt yelling and hate flood the halls and
cascade down
stairs filling all corners
and cracks home
they say i
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Open up my head and let me out little baby.
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RAWR
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